Being Adult SUCKS

If you think life will be alright after graduation you're WRONG
Its even worse
Why?
Let me enlighten you

1. finding a job: after graduating isn't easy. and when you do find one you are most likely going to HATE it because its probably nothing you want to do at all and/or the pay is horrible. You'll wake up at 7am to work and sleep at 11pm tossing and turning in your bed wondering whats the point of your 4 years of college when you can probably get your job right after high school. Even if you work full time; 10 hours a day and never gotten a sick day (even when you are sick) you'll probably still be broke and at the edge of poverty. Because your 4 years of college just kicked your ass--you need to pay back your loans--you probably need to pay for that other loan you took out for your car...and the insurance, gas etc. You got to pay for your rent, utilities--unless you move back home--but for those who rather be a bum then move back home then extra props for you because i know how you feel.

2. graduate school???: thinking about it but not sure EXACTLY what to study in. Also the cost to worry about--more loan to take out--more to owe--def be ready to be in debt after receiving your degree. GRE, grades, essays, rec letters--quite a lot to prep for. Which school to apply for? Out of state? East coast? more money for rent and whatnot???

stressful right??? i suggest you (still college students) gasp all the wonderful college experiences you can--sleeping at 4am, partying on Thursday nights, walking into random neighbor house gathering, drinking at the pub, etc

okay...maybe i am being a little negative...but i'm just saying being an adult kinda sucks

and now my biggest decision i have to make is whether or not to quit my current job to be hired at an another company in which i would be the same exact thing i am doing now...a bit more pay...and chance for promotion...

i don't really know what i am worrying about

i just feel really anxious

have you ever felt lost? like you haven't found your destiny...your dream job...the job that you actually don't mind waking up early for
well...i have been feeling that...

i love kids...and what i am doing is sorta fun...but sometimes i feel like i can do more...like i am destine to be better and do bigger things
i just don't know what exactly it is

I rather be Forever 21

While the economy is going downhill, post graduates having trouble finding jobs, and people getting lay off--Forever 21 is blooming
They're everywhere!!! taking over Mervyns and there current stores are expanding. You can find them in every mall, every shopping plaza...anyone can find something in Forever 21 no matter if you are a baby or fat because they have plus sizes now. If only they have elder wears then im set for my 80s. or i guess i can be forever 21.

everytime i see a Forever 21 i can't help to step in. no matter what, you'll catch me holding something. and while im holding out my temptations for fashionable and affordable clothing--theres jewelry and purses to make your head spin for more china made fake leather bags that you'll probably use for a month or until its no longer in fashion

but thats the point...a store where you can find affordable fashion: wear it, keep it in the back of your closet, maybe recycle it, and donate it to a nearby goodwill store and not regret the 20 bucks you spent on it

unless you are like me...i spend almost $100 A MONTH at Forever 21...
my closet IS a Forever 21 store

i NEED to stop shopping there...or just stop shopping PERIOD...for at least a month
i can't believe im saying this...but i might be a shopaholic...or Forever 21-holic

8.25.09 Swarovski Crystal Jewelry

So i guess there is a popular trend with blog and selling stuff...and at the same time i found a lot of bloggers selling hand made jewelries
being cheap, i thought of making my OWN stuff

i am definitely inspired by DSK and other bloggers




Above image is a very cute but casual necklace: Swarovski peridot green flower and sapphire heart. Sterling silver chain and loop

$20

This is a very spring feel necklace: peridot green leaf and rose pink flower. Sterling silver chain and bail

$25

This a light sapphire blue moon with a amber starfish. Sterling silver chain and bail

$20

Last but not least, my favorite of the night (not bad for a newbie): teal starfish, clear AB flower, rose pink heart. sterling silver chain and bail

$30

good thing about this necklace is that you can take out pendents and wear only one pendent...you can wear rose pink heart by itself and it still sparkles...you can look casual or very formal

**if you are interested, please msg me!!!**